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okay, so i haven't updated in a while. tony finally grew balls and conversed with me, be it online, and yes, finally broke up with me. lol. i laugh at him. a good kid somewhere deep down, but yes, acts much like a 5 year old most of the time. i still enjoy making him squirm at work and having him watch me all throughout my shift with lust. totally not over me, but alas, life is as it is.
went to lunch with cor today. a piece of me will always love him for just being so cor-like.went to the olive garden, good food, good company. went back to his new apt afterwards and took bazz for a walk and wandered the new complex. i looked cute today. i'm going to chill at him place at the pool, in a bikini, in public because i know right now i look good. amazing the confidence i got from losing a little weight. but yeah, good to talk to cor and hang out and have fun without any sexual overtones.
luke and i are going camping in july or august. to bailey's in maine. i can't wait. so much fun last time we went. i can't wait to go back. and john is good. fnny how i spent my friday night online talking to two of my ex boyfriends after i got out of work.
kim is mad at me for being too tired after work to go out. she'll get over it soon i hope. se told lex she wasn't going out tonight on principle. her loss. we had fun. went to fridays. leave it to the younger stepsiser to let me know where all the people and best drinking occur, and drinks weren't even that expensive. we saw milay tonight. wow. craziness. and a few other ghs people.
picked up a shift tomorrow morning. i feel like when i'm not working i don't know what to do with myself. so i have a double tomorrow, monday night and wednesday night. its all good. i like making tony squirm in his workplace just by my being there and such a presence. i bet he'd love it if i just shut up and blended into the background. too bad for him.
i miss justin. i haven't heard back from mhim and i've texted him a bunch of times. about this and that and rob. ugh, new manager. not a fan. now i have a barrie/barry GM in both lcoations and two Rob service/ FOH managers directly above me. i prefer the barry here and the rob there. i miss robo. i don't like the new rob at all. not one bit.
my kitties are in the basement and pissed at me for living in a basement. can't wait to get my apt. more updates soon. if you're local or near CT or hartford or even the amherst area, let me know. i'm super lonely. love you all!
went to lunch with cor today. a piece of me will always love him for just being so cor-like.went to the olive garden, good food, good company. went back to his new apt afterwards and took bazz for a walk and wandered the new complex. i looked cute today. i'm going to chill at him place at the pool, in a bikini, in public because i know right now i look good. amazing the confidence i got from losing a little weight. but yeah, good to talk to cor and hang out and have fun without any sexual overtones.
luke and i are going camping in july or august. to bailey's in maine. i can't wait. so much fun last time we went. i can't wait to go back. and john is good. fnny how i spent my friday night online talking to two of my ex boyfriends after i got out of work.
kim is mad at me for being too tired after work to go out. she'll get over it soon i hope. se told lex she wasn't going out tonight on principle. her loss. we had fun. went to fridays. leave it to the younger stepsiser to let me know where all the people and best drinking occur, and drinks weren't even that expensive. we saw milay tonight. wow. craziness. and a few other ghs people.
picked up a shift tomorrow morning. i feel like when i'm not working i don't know what to do with myself. so i have a double tomorrow, monday night and wednesday night. its all good. i like making tony squirm in his workplace just by my being there and such a presence. i bet he'd love it if i just shut up and blended into the background. too bad for him.
i miss justin. i haven't heard back from mhim and i've texted him a bunch of times. about this and that and rob. ugh, new manager. not a fan. now i have a barrie/barry GM in both lcoations and two Rob service/ FOH managers directly above me. i prefer the barry here and the rob there. i miss robo. i don't like the new rob at all. not one bit.
my kitties are in the basement and pissed at me for living in a basement. can't wait to get my apt. more updates soon. if you're local or near CT or hartford or even the amherst area, let me know. i'm super lonely. love you all!