o.O
so...i recieved a phone call expressing concern about my lack of menustration. This phone call came because of one of four reasons, he's concerned that i'm carrying his unborn child, he wants to make sure he has no reason to keep me around before he embarks on some new relationship with that girl, he still loves me (sounds far fetched to me too), he genuinely still cares for me, as a friend and hopes that nothing is wrong. i guess it could be a combination of more than one of these...but that i guess i will never know. i have a doctor's appt on next thursday, and hopefully my gp will be able to do it, becuase if i have to wait for my obgyn it would take a LONG time...unless i pushed them and told them it was an emergency...they always make me wait months. oye. i don't even want to go to the stupid people and they make me wait MONTHS to go to the stupid place. meh. i still have questions...but i guess they are best unanswered. i get grumpy when i don't like the answer. i've been crotcheting...i THINK i'm making a scarf...its pretty cool...but then i'm a big old dork. roxxi calls me her little house wife...lol i think thats funny...i'm not a house wife... =D anyways. the job thing is going well...=) let's cross our fingers for me shall we? muah. i love you guys!