((Late post is late. :P Backdated to just after the Canaletto/Stalker bird post.))

Is it possible that I am still as indecisive as I was two years ago? Perhaps I am weak, seeing as I was unconscious for most of the final battle.

Maybe I am powerless.... Dol Arrah, what if I am unable to keep my word? The shame would be too great....

Ever since I returned to Nourasia from Oban, I have occasionally experienced horrific dreams that would wake me during the night. The odd part about them was I would not be able to recall anything except feeling panicked or terrified.

For the first time on Earth I had that same nightmare, but now I remember it with startling clarity.

I was riding on ( Read more... )