confused
I wasn't sure where else to write down what I am feeling to sort it out. Ever read something and you did not know how to feel? The mixture of so many things that u were stunned into a state where u weren't quite sure if u are happy or sad?
I know this sounds pathetic but that happened to me today, I read something and bam, didn't know what to feel...my ears teared up, no idea why, since it wasn't anything sad. Thinking about it makes my eyes tear up and why is that? Why do I tear up about something that is not even sad in the littlest bit?
Emotions suck. I hate them. Not that there is a point to that since emotions cannot be avoided or ignored. Sigh.
That was quite the ambiguous entry. Sorry. Just ignore it if you read it (does anyone actually still read this? I check here maybe once a month if not less.).
I know this sounds pathetic but that happened to me today, I read something and bam, didn't know what to feel...my ears teared up, no idea why, since it wasn't anything sad. Thinking about it makes my eyes tear up and why is that? Why do I tear up about something that is not even sad in the littlest bit?
Emotions suck. I hate them. Not that there is a point to that since emotions cannot be avoided or ignored. Sigh.
That was quite the ambiguous entry. Sorry. Just ignore it if you read it (does anyone actually still read this? I check here maybe once a month if not less.).