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i am so fucking pissed off right now. i was supposed to have an ob appt today, and i was gonna get an ultrasound and find out if its a boy or girl. but when i went there, they told me my appt was cancelled. somebody was supposed to call and tell me, and reschedule my appt, but no one did. this sucks for so many reasons. first, because i (and devin too) was really excited about today, and now we have to wait even longer. second, because we kind of scheduled our whole block leave (we both had last week and this week off), around this appt. if we had known we werent gonnna have it, we would be at denali right now, or anchorage. and third, which may be the worst, is that now devin might not be able to come when i actually have my appt. its for next tuesday, which is his first day back at work, and they might not let him leave to come with me. i really want him to be there, and i know he really does too. he wasnt able to come to my last appt and hear the heartbeat cuz he was in louisiana. im gonna feel really bad if he cant come. its not fair for him to miss these things. if this were any other place but a military health clinic, shit like this would not happen. this was supposed to be a happy day, and now it has turned into a bad, depressing day, and its all thanks to the army.