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ok so things have changed a bit from the last time i updated. Alex and I are just friends, but i really don't want anything to do with him. not that i'm mad at him i think that space is very much so needed and will help me get over him. one of my best friends which is also his best friend and also introduced us to each other is kinda in the middle, but i'm not putting her there she is. she called to tell me that he had a date the other night with this 32 yr old woman who has kids and is missing teeth do to a drug problem that she had a long time ago. the reason for ending things with him was because he's just not ready to commit and but also he really doesn't know what he wants. he called our friend the other day and said that he was looking in being in a relationship and she kinda told him off. And he decided that she was right and that his was lost and really needed to figure things out and figure out what he wants. It did hurt a little when she told me that he had a date though. i really liked him and part of me still does. which makes part of me really excited to move home, being farther away from him will make it better and maybe i'll find someone at home. I'm really at the point in my life that I finally know what I want, I know what i'm looking for, I'm finally ready to be in a real relationship.