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i'm not distressed over mark breaking up with me, but i realise i feel.. how should i put it... unsafe. Being with mark was so habitual and nice and safe and homey. I'm sure I can live without him (and i dont have to, we can still be friends) but eventually have someone else to shelter and protect, and he isnt obligated to take care of me anymore, so now i have to go it on my own. and thats what bothers me.