sigh again
So I made plans for tomorrow. I mean, not exciting ones for the evening- I was still looking for something that would potentially be better. But I had plans and was going to try and do something special... but I forget that everything in my life constantly has to get fucked up. you know? or else it isn't my life.
so that's it. i'm done making plans.
i'm sick of getting excited or getting my hopes up and getting kicked in the face over and over and over by the entire fucking world.
i think maybe i'll volunteer a shift tomorrow. There were a few of the high school kids who were sad they had to work because there are parties and stuff that they and their friends can go to. Maybe it would be fun working to close on halloween. I dunno. I'll call tomorrow and ask when they can use me.
will someone please remind me of this like, a week before easter, christmas, and new year's? i always forget.
so that's it. i'm done making plans.
i'm sick of getting excited or getting my hopes up and getting kicked in the face over and over and over by the entire fucking world.
i think maybe i'll volunteer a shift tomorrow. There were a few of the high school kids who were sad they had to work because there are parties and stuff that they and their friends can go to. Maybe it would be fun working to close on halloween. I dunno. I'll call tomorrow and ask when they can use me.
will someone please remind me of this like, a week before easter, christmas, and new year's? i always forget.