once again...

[blueanole]

maybe it's possible that i will never be able to make up for the mistakes i've made.

that as much as i try to really make a new start and prove
to everyone that things are alright, and will really be ok
now, that i might just never get that chance. that in everyone
else's eyes i've fucked up, and that it will never change.

what do i do with this?