Writer's Block: You must remember this
Memories have a very big influence in making my decisions in life. Embracing memories even if it kills me emotionally are my way of becoming tougher inside, no matter how I cast them off, they would always hunt me until I finally learn my lesson. so why prolong the agony? Being emotionally-callused can help me make more logical decisions than ID-directed. I'm not a masochist..hahahahaha