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fucking damnit!!!! i am so angry right now & i almost forgot i had a livejournal but i just remembered i can vent in here instead without going crazy. michael is fucking the most idiotic phsyco that ive ever met!!!!! so we were playing around or whatever today and he wouldnt let go of me so after 15 minutes of wrestling he lets go of me and i give him a taste of what he did to me and he fucking goes crazy!!!! he threw me to the bed, pinned me down and started yelling in my fucking face. ive never seen him so mad in my life. just goes to show you how much he needs to be OUT of my life as soon as possible. then he started whining and complaining that i hurt him like a big pussy that he is.
school isnt starting early enough for me. that is what i missed about highscool. i had no time to really think about anything (me,boyfriend,sports,extra time for myself) i was just so busy with everything and thats what i liked. it really got me out of all sorts of trouble too.
do you think it was really wrong of me to get back at him? i was only trying to give him a taste of his own medicine. maybe the little bitch just cant handle me iunno haha!
ok its really good to vent in here. im done and im going watch the rest of project runway.