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I keep having this dream where he's there and she's there. They're there together; laughing, touching, kissing.
I try to make my escape, but I can feel his eyes on me as I cross the room.
He yells my name and I stop dead, everyone stops and turns. This is our first encounter in almost a year and it feels as if all the air in the house has been sucked out.
"Shannon, you remember Bianca, right?"
I take a shallow breath and turn to face him. He's standing there with a drunken smirk stretched across his face, she's pulling him closer while she watches me quiver. A look of sheer satisfaction has crept into her evil, yet beautiful smile. She knows that facing them is my worst fear, and she's aware that all of this is making me wish I never existed.
He's standing there, watching me get smaller by the second.
"Bianca, this is Shannon, my ex who left me and drove me to insanity. Shannon, this is Bianca, the girl I cheated on you with and has been here to pick me up and make me whole. It's a pity you two have taken so long to meet. Where's your guy? Or have you not found one yet? Did I fuck you up that bad?"
They start laughing.
Everyone starts laughing.
I start shaking.
I turn red.
Then white.
I stop breathing, thinking.
I want to run but my legs won't let me.
I'm forced to watch this horror story play out, all my friends laughing at me.
They look so happy together, laughing at all the pain they caused.
I look like I wish I was never born.
It's been years, and I can't shake it
I try to make my escape, but I can feel his eyes on me as I cross the room.
He yells my name and I stop dead, everyone stops and turns. This is our first encounter in almost a year and it feels as if all the air in the house has been sucked out.
"Shannon, you remember Bianca, right?"
I take a shallow breath and turn to face him. He's standing there with a drunken smirk stretched across his face, she's pulling him closer while she watches me quiver. A look of sheer satisfaction has crept into her evil, yet beautiful smile. She knows that facing them is my worst fear, and she's aware that all of this is making me wish I never existed.
He's standing there, watching me get smaller by the second.
"Bianca, this is Shannon, my ex who left me and drove me to insanity. Shannon, this is Bianca, the girl I cheated on you with and has been here to pick me up and make me whole. It's a pity you two have taken so long to meet. Where's your guy? Or have you not found one yet? Did I fuck you up that bad?"
They start laughing.
Everyone starts laughing.
I start shaking.
I turn red.
Then white.
I stop breathing, thinking.
I want to run but my legs won't let me.
I'm forced to watch this horror story play out, all my friends laughing at me.
They look so happy together, laughing at all the pain they caused.
I look like I wish I was never born.
It's been years, and I can't shake it