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Hello... just an update because I don't really know where to put myself tonight.
Firstly I'm not back here for good I just thought that i'd update for the benefit of anybody who had a passing interest in my life but who didn't feel close enougth to follow me across to my other journal.
Well blue_train fizzled out shortly after Emily and I broke up. In a way this was because I felt like a new person and I needed to shed this skin, partly it was because four years of memories were starting to choke me but mainly it was because Mark talked me into starting up a new journal in order to spy on people who lived nearby who we suspected that we might know. We didn't know said people but we do now. Anyway the new journal looked a lot better and it reflected my obsession with the band McCarthy so I moved over there for good. I still maintain that this thing isn't dead... It's just that it's not who I am anymore, I might pick it up again one day.
Anyway I've stayed single and I'm not really looking... well perhaps I'm looking but that's about all. I've been through a million and one McJobs including my most recent one in a Chemical factory engineering death. I've drank myseld in and out of early graves, been up and down the country like a yo-yo, laugthed until my head came off and swallowed 'til I burst. I live a strange hermit's life and feel like a different species. If I could do it all over again I'd change the lot... I'd go back to when I was fourteen and throw myself in the river Tyne.
I don't know what else to say... I still check in on you lot from time to time and I wish you all luck for the future.
Yours the smiling ghost of...
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Firstly I'm not back here for good I just thought that i'd update for the benefit of anybody who had a passing interest in my life but who didn't feel close enougth to follow me across to my other journal.
Well blue_train fizzled out shortly after Emily and I broke up. In a way this was because I felt like a new person and I needed to shed this skin, partly it was because four years of memories were starting to choke me but mainly it was because Mark talked me into starting up a new journal in order to spy on people who lived nearby who we suspected that we might know. We didn't know said people but we do now. Anyway the new journal looked a lot better and it reflected my obsession with the band McCarthy so I moved over there for good. I still maintain that this thing isn't dead... It's just that it's not who I am anymore, I might pick it up again one day.
Anyway I've stayed single and I'm not really looking... well perhaps I'm looking but that's about all. I've been through a million and one McJobs including my most recent one in a Chemical factory engineering death. I've drank myseld in and out of early graves, been up and down the country like a yo-yo, laugthed until my head came off and swallowed 'til I burst. I live a strange hermit's life and feel like a different species. If I could do it all over again I'd change the lot... I'd go back to when I was fourteen and throw myself in the river Tyne.
I don't know what else to say... I still check in on you lot from time to time and I wish you all luck for the future.
Yours the smiling ghost of...
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