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so why is it that i manage to put my foot in my mouth and then instead of apologizing i say im kidding and i like hurt the person by pushing hitting. I do this alot and i dont know why! its so frustrating. i dunno and afterwards you have the longest oh shit what have i done day and you feel so bad but you really dont know how to fix it and most of the time it blows over but sometimes it doesnt. i hate days like that, and i can tell today is gonna be one of those days. is it true that happy people are just happy cause theyre covering up that theyre sad i feel like that now. i swear im not emo just ... emotional... but not emo if that makes sense.