Changes
I'm currently in a transitional period in my life, but I think that it is all for the best. I want to look at myself and change a few things. Some of them are personal changes, physical, mental, emotional, just things that I think will help me later in life and things that I want to do because of self-improvement, and some... well just cause I want to.
Other aspects are more complicated and not quite so simple as working out more, and this is the one thing that I'm really going to have to focus and work on. I need to find out who I am and what I want in life. I mean, I know the basics, but right now, that's not enough. I want to find out who I am, what makes me me, why I do what I do, and most importantly, who I am.
This has already started a bit with me going through things and getting rid of a lot of items that don't represent me or what I believe in, or that I care about. I've most often put others before myself, and when I haven't... I don't think those choices were made right either. So, I need to look for a balance. A balance of what I want, mixed with helping out others and their needs.
It won't be easy, and I know that to those around me it'll be difficult as I might seem like I'm always changing, but I assure you, it's for the best.
I only wish, I was somewhere else right now. I wish I did not have to do this with soo many external factors clouding my thoughts and actions. Though, I'm a strong person, I'll be able to do this, I just need time. And time is unpredictable and varies, but I'll get through it.
There's nothing anyone can do, I need to do this on my own. Course, if there's anything you want to say to me, about myself, I'll listen, as always, and I'll do my best to factor it into this change that I am going through.
Too many times I've taken the same path as others, and too many times I've taken the road less traveled. It's time I made my own path.
EDIT
Step 1- Clear out my itunes. Clear out my room of anything I don't need, doesn't mean anything to me, brings bad thoughts to mind.
Just try to clean out everything that's not me.
Start fresh.
Other aspects are more complicated and not quite so simple as working out more, and this is the one thing that I'm really going to have to focus and work on. I need to find out who I am and what I want in life. I mean, I know the basics, but right now, that's not enough. I want to find out who I am, what makes me me, why I do what I do, and most importantly, who I am.
This has already started a bit with me going through things and getting rid of a lot of items that don't represent me or what I believe in, or that I care about. I've most often put others before myself, and when I haven't... I don't think those choices were made right either. So, I need to look for a balance. A balance of what I want, mixed with helping out others and their needs.
It won't be easy, and I know that to those around me it'll be difficult as I might seem like I'm always changing, but I assure you, it's for the best.
I only wish, I was somewhere else right now. I wish I did not have to do this with soo many external factors clouding my thoughts and actions. Though, I'm a strong person, I'll be able to do this, I just need time. And time is unpredictable and varies, but I'll get through it.
There's nothing anyone can do, I need to do this on my own. Course, if there's anything you want to say to me, about myself, I'll listen, as always, and I'll do my best to factor it into this change that I am going through.
Too many times I've taken the same path as others, and too many times I've taken the road less traveled. It's time I made my own path.
EDIT
Step 1- Clear out my itunes. Clear out my room of anything I don't need, doesn't mean anything to me, brings bad thoughts to mind.
Just try to clean out everything that's not me.
Start fresh.