How do you ever know what the right thing to do is?
The strangest thing happened to me today. Mark (first grade asshole lately) wanted to know who I was writing an email to, and I wouldn't tell him anywway because it's none of his business, but I felt an overwhelming sensation like he was going to steal this person from me if I mentioned their name. I just can't explain how scarey the concept of losing this person was to me.
I don't act on the moment very well as that is my nature. But I had a chance to avert so much if only I would have been more courageous. Except I didn't, I kept what I thought I knew to myself and all I can feel now is some forboding sense of guilt haunting me.
I would act on it now knowing what I do and being privy to more facts, but it all seems so far away from me.
I don't act on the moment very well as that is my nature. But I had a chance to avert so much if only I would have been more courageous. Except I didn't, I kept what I thought I knew to myself and all I can feel now is some forboding sense of guilt haunting me.
I would act on it now knowing what I do and being privy to more facts, but it all seems so far away from me.