Well, it's official..............I'm old..........and alone.........and depressed

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Growing old is a terrible thing. I can hardly describe the sadness overwhelming me. There is nothing more lonely than being in a big house, alone, watching the clock tick by along with my life.
I was happy briefly and then realisation kicked in. The first person to actually wish me happy birthday on the day itself was Dianna. Not a relative or anyone else, a fucking friend. Thank you for it Dianna, but fuck everyone else in my family, my own mother didnt wish me a happy birthday till 1:30 this afternoon.
anyway, thank you again D
xxx