8. Isostemonous
"Godess! Docile is your singing voice…"
Christ, you’d think you’ve been crucified
“You think I’m…
Christ, you think I am the one beguiled?”
wade in your faded glory
awhile
longer is stronger
stirring in the solution
What’s a little corruption for redemption?
[Place in little piles of chilled methanol]
fucking wild mood swings
that
hit stationary objects like tomahawks
(scalped and dried for decoration)
if I could live as a 16-year-old girl
fuck that,
I wouldn’t
4 pills a day, plus codeine: if I start to really hurt
but then it might make me throw up
fall asleep
or die trying
...and then there's the washroom
where you mouth wash the careful solutions
leaving your mouth icy, soulless
(another hot day in hell)
[Do not mix with tobacco]