Mar 03, 2006 12:19
So yet again Ben told me to update cause it's a new month. Even though it is friday and kind of the start of spring break I have nothing much to say. It seems like everytime I get on the internet there is something new to look at and hate. Just every where I look there is stuff that I would rather not read about or know about. It kind of goes along with the 2 hr conversation I had with my dad over the phone. There are so many reasons to be afraid of the world and so many things that are disgusting that need to change. With all that he reminded me that there are always beautiful things to find joy in. Like the fact that even though I only have a short time left with Alex, I still got to live with her for two years. That is something to indeed find joy in.
I think recently live journal, myspace and facebook has just lost my interest. I never want to post, read or add friends or anything like that anymore. It all seems so fake and contrived and I really can't take it anymore. Like the fact that I was always under the impression that livejournal was just a heads up for your friends to know what you've been up to or to tell something funny. I didn't realize that people took the journal part serious enough to write personal feelings/situations or to declare some private thought to the world. I'm pretty sure I have in the past, but I realized that maybe that is lame. That, and the fact that Ben and I found the sick underbelly of myspace yesterday has turned me off. I think it is time to tear myself away from that stuff cause I just can't handle the abuse of such sites. It is just ridiculous in my book and it has lost its entertainment value. Plus, I'm probably a hypocrite cause...well sometimes we just all are aren't we?
On the joyful side of life, Alex and I are now married and we have 3 husbands. It is all a sick plan to ensure us a happy life and to make sure all our demanding needs are met. So far, it seems like the husbands are going along with everything well and we may need to add a few more. I'm going to skip my last class so I can head home
Happy Spring break