can you see me
I feel like a lame-ass for updating now that I have a boy to talk about but whatever. So yeah, his name is Bryan and he is 27. Yep, 27. Which isn't really old, I just feel young but my aunt said that at this point in my life, 5 years is nothing. But anyways, I hung out with him last night and it was totally innnocent, not what I am used to but I really liked it. It felt mature and grown up. Made me realize that what I was doing before isn't the best thing in the world, but gotta learn somehow right? Well I don't really feel the need to say much more that I just feel like he really respects me. Just he's very understanding of the fact that I'm in school, I'm working, and I have my girls. Three(Katie, Amanda, Jess) of which are coming home this weekend! All of which I have tentative plans with. Bryan was just totally cool with the fact that I might not get to see him for over a week. I liked it. Cuz I mean, I have shit to do ya know. I don't know, this isn't my thing to talk about a boy like this its weird, but its just different. I was telling Amanda last night that this just feels different than anything else.
Maybe I'm growing up.
Wow.
Crazy, huh?
Well, in other news, I have a car. I like it sometimes, its a 96 Neon and its red. I like it when I'm driving to work and when I decide if I want to make plans to visit a friend far away. I don't like it when I'm on the freeway on the way to Bryan's and I feel like its going to fall apart while I'm driving. I don't like when I have to go like 80 on I-75 to make it to the exit for school with all the people going like 90 around me cuz it feels like the car is going to float right off of the pavement. I don't like that my dad bought it for me and I have to pay him back. I do like that he bought it for me. I don't like the smell, I have an apple air freshner but it hasn't been working. I don't like the cd player because I don't know how to change the time. I don't like how the steering wheel feels. I don't like that its a 10 gallon gas tank and it still cost me 20 bucks for a little over a half tank(but I guess thats not the car, its the price)
I LOVE THAT ITS MINE
No more paying for mileage, which I have to painfully write a check out for this weekend. Yikes.
I think I might go to Yates Cider Mill if I get my obituary readings done. I have to write an obituary I think this weekend and it has to be about someone that has not died, any suggestions? Any volunteers? I am soooo sick of doing homework it is not even funny. I feel like I'm doing more work this year than I ever have before probably because in my previous classes it was basically alot of reading and I never did the reading. This year its alot of actual work to be handed in or sent in, work I actually have to do on deadline. I love deadlines.
So tomorrow I work cashier. Actually I cashier Saturday too, oh joy. And who opens? Jerome. My favorite! Yeah right. So work will suck of course and then I'll have to go babysit on Saturday but I heard that Charlotte is an easy kid to sit for and she goes to bed early so I'll be able to go to bed early and finally, sleep in on Sunday! I haven't slept late since two weeks ago this Sunday. Everyday I've gotten up before 9 or before 7. I get to sleep in on Monday too. I am seriously, so excited, I love going to bed early and sleeping for however long I want to, it is the best feeling ever. Since I have gotten like 6 hours or less a night, this morning I woke up and felt like my stomach was being ripped from my body. Tonight after ER, I am going to bed. To sleep. I am not talking on the phone, or playing games online, or facebooking, or doing homework. Tonight is MINE.
Ok, I guess I better get back to this reading, I hate the library so much sometimes, today is one of those times. I also feel like it might rain and I left my umbrella in my car which happens to be parked about 35 miles away.
Maybe I'm growing up.
Wow.
Crazy, huh?
Well, in other news, I have a car. I like it sometimes, its a 96 Neon and its red. I like it when I'm driving to work and when I decide if I want to make plans to visit a friend far away. I don't like it when I'm on the freeway on the way to Bryan's and I feel like its going to fall apart while I'm driving. I don't like when I have to go like 80 on I-75 to make it to the exit for school with all the people going like 90 around me cuz it feels like the car is going to float right off of the pavement. I don't like that my dad bought it for me and I have to pay him back. I do like that he bought it for me. I don't like the smell, I have an apple air freshner but it hasn't been working. I don't like the cd player because I don't know how to change the time. I don't like how the steering wheel feels. I don't like that its a 10 gallon gas tank and it still cost me 20 bucks for a little over a half tank(but I guess thats not the car, its the price)
I LOVE THAT ITS MINE
No more paying for mileage, which I have to painfully write a check out for this weekend. Yikes.
I think I might go to Yates Cider Mill if I get my obituary readings done. I have to write an obituary I think this weekend and it has to be about someone that has not died, any suggestions? Any volunteers? I am soooo sick of doing homework it is not even funny. I feel like I'm doing more work this year than I ever have before probably because in my previous classes it was basically alot of reading and I never did the reading. This year its alot of actual work to be handed in or sent in, work I actually have to do on deadline. I love deadlines.
So tomorrow I work cashier. Actually I cashier Saturday too, oh joy. And who opens? Jerome. My favorite! Yeah right. So work will suck of course and then I'll have to go babysit on Saturday but I heard that Charlotte is an easy kid to sit for and she goes to bed early so I'll be able to go to bed early and finally, sleep in on Sunday! I haven't slept late since two weeks ago this Sunday. Everyday I've gotten up before 9 or before 7. I get to sleep in on Monday too. I am seriously, so excited, I love going to bed early and sleeping for however long I want to, it is the best feeling ever. Since I have gotten like 6 hours or less a night, this morning I woke up and felt like my stomach was being ripped from my body. Tonight after ER, I am going to bed. To sleep. I am not talking on the phone, or playing games online, or facebooking, or doing homework. Tonight is MINE.
Ok, I guess I better get back to this reading, I hate the library so much sometimes, today is one of those times. I also feel like it might rain and I left my umbrella in my car which happens to be parked about 35 miles away.