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[blue_moon_ice]

Over the past couple of months I have been considering deleting my journal. As you can see, I dont really update often. I actually do have a job now. I have been employed since the first week of September. I work in a school by my parents' house that is for autistic children. I only work in the cafeteria, but it makes me feel that Special Ed is the right course for me. Actually, my birthday was last Friday and a few of the teachers signed a card for me and they all mentioned how well I get along with the children so that helped as well. They are open during the summer which is great as well, but I will probably  quit in August. In September I will be continuing my college experience, most likely at Rider University, and since I will be there full time during the day, I will not be able to work in a school.

Annabelle and I will probably be moving in with my oldest brother and his girlfriend in August. The more I look at continuing my education, the more I realize that I cannot live on my own any longer. If I am at school all day, I will have to work part time in the evenings/night. There needs to be someone home with Annie while she sleeps . Hopefully I will be able to get state aid for a babysitter for some of the time, and she is at her dad's 3 nights a week which helps a lot,  but I just don't have it in me to be on our own anymore.



But anyways. I am also now on a mission to get fit. So I will be exercising and changing my diet and I have decided to use my journal to keep track of this. So it will probably get really boring, but no one reads this shit anyway so oh well