I never update anymore
There are reasons why i stopped updating. . . I thought I would be able to handle life without having to spill every single second of my day for all the world to see. But, I just had to get this thing off my chest. The pressure of pain isn't fun. And surprisingly, even though something huge happened before this past one, it's the most recent thing that has me going insane. I like, I feel, and get rejected. Now I am once more relegated to a friend. God. Seriously.