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i can't keep my promise to you, and it hurts that i can't. but to say something and act on something that i don't truly believe in hurts me in the long run. i know you're entitled to your opinion, and i'm allowed to have mine. i just don't agree with you on what you see. when you see me, you're looking through rose colored glasses. you're not seeing what everyone else sees, what i see. in fact, i see nothing. there's nothing to offer, just emptiness, and nothingness. i'll never be good enough, because i wasn't to begin with. that's what i believe, and i wish i could keep my promise but i can't. i just can't.