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I ate over 3/4 of a tin of brownies last night, and it was all going so well.
I simply can't wait to go home again, Hannah and I have decided that Newcastle University is rather depressing. It shouldn't be this way. It's got everything that should make it not this way at all. But still it is this way.
I've decided that I live my life adhering to the rules of science-fiction. I search for Utopia. I will find it when I find myself, and not only find, but allow myself to separate myself from... everything. Although I spend the majority of my time attempting to seclude myself from the outside world, from people and life, I find that it is impossible for me to do so. Other people's thoughts and feelings cloud my mind, and affect my own emotions. I need to be able to detach myself without seclusion. I need to be at one, and be as one. Basically, I need to be the opposite to what I am now.
I think this is impossible, and besides, sometimes being able to read a person, a situation, from first glance is a useful tool. This way I can protect myself, and occasionally protect other people. But I can not protect myself from the results of empathising.
What a load of tosh. If you understand me, don't hesitate to tell me, and perhaps join me in my realm. Imogen's invited at the moment. Other's can sign up.
Actually, I think Imogen and I should quit all our trivial pursuits and go travelling together. I feel this is the only way for us to become.
I simply can't wait to go home again, Hannah and I have decided that Newcastle University is rather depressing. It shouldn't be this way. It's got everything that should make it not this way at all. But still it is this way.
I've decided that I live my life adhering to the rules of science-fiction. I search for Utopia. I will find it when I find myself, and not only find, but allow myself to separate myself from... everything. Although I spend the majority of my time attempting to seclude myself from the outside world, from people and life, I find that it is impossible for me to do so. Other people's thoughts and feelings cloud my mind, and affect my own emotions. I need to be able to detach myself without seclusion. I need to be at one, and be as one. Basically, I need to be the opposite to what I am now.
I think this is impossible, and besides, sometimes being able to read a person, a situation, from first glance is a useful tool. This way I can protect myself, and occasionally protect other people. But I can not protect myself from the results of empathising.
What a load of tosh. If you understand me, don't hesitate to tell me, and perhaps join me in my realm. Imogen's invited at the moment. Other's can sign up.
Actually, I think Imogen and I should quit all our trivial pursuits and go travelling together. I feel this is the only way for us to become.