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I'm being really healthy - only putting good things into my body, and doing exercise. My skin is awful, and I feel awful. I just need to sort out everything. My body, and my mind. At least my heart's ok, if aching a bit.
I have to wait 2 weeks, but I'm going to fill my time with exciting things, and sorting things, and generally making myself a better person.
University is so soon, and I feel so unready.
At the moment it feels like winter again...
Laura is having a flat-warming party tonight. I feel too spotty to go, but part of the new me is to be confident being me. And if people I don't really care about liking me, don't like me, so what?
We somehow have a big keyboard downstairs, which mysteriously appeared, and I spent an hour this morning playing it, with a ska rhythm and a steel drum tone, and then a space choir tone, and then I listened to the Jazz demo, and decided that maybe I should start playing again, because it's so fun, even if you're making it up as you go along.
It's my Muttweiser's birthday today, but because I got up late, my dad had already taken her out :( I made her some earrings, so I hope she likes them...
I might make her a cake. I have so much stuff to do as well.
As I'm sorting out my cupboards (ready for Uni I suppose), my room is a tip. But amongst the rubble I have spied an old fashioned times table book. I'm going to learn them all by heart so that I can beat Paul at Brain Training EVERYTIME. hahah, I am what is commonly described as a geek.
I want Tasha to be home because I miss her! I also want Emma to pick up the phone, I'm worried that I have annoyed her by not seeing her since she's been home.
I have to wait 2 weeks, but I'm going to fill my time with exciting things, and sorting things, and generally making myself a better person.
University is so soon, and I feel so unready.
At the moment it feels like winter again...
Laura is having a flat-warming party tonight. I feel too spotty to go, but part of the new me is to be confident being me. And if people I don't really care about liking me, don't like me, so what?
We somehow have a big keyboard downstairs, which mysteriously appeared, and I spent an hour this morning playing it, with a ska rhythm and a steel drum tone, and then a space choir tone, and then I listened to the Jazz demo, and decided that maybe I should start playing again, because it's so fun, even if you're making it up as you go along.
It's my Muttweiser's birthday today, but because I got up late, my dad had already taken her out :( I made her some earrings, so I hope she likes them...
I might make her a cake. I have so much stuff to do as well.
As I'm sorting out my cupboards (ready for Uni I suppose), my room is a tip. But amongst the rubble I have spied an old fashioned times table book. I'm going to learn them all by heart so that I can beat Paul at Brain Training EVERYTIME. hahah, I am what is commonly described as a geek.
I want Tasha to be home because I miss her! I also want Emma to pick up the phone, I'm worried that I have annoyed her by not seeing her since she's been home.