i didn't know you could put subjects on these things!
ok i just wrote the most eloquent entry ever and then accidentally pressed "back." DAMMIT
i guess i'll just write it again. it's not like i have better stuff to do.
so anyway.
theres this great thunderstorm going on at my house. we're directly under this huge patch of cloud cover, and i can see clear sky a couple miles away but it's really thick here. a while ago, half the clouds were stained pink by the sunset and the other half were completely dark blue. every 2 minutes there's a huge crack of lightning that just lights up the entire sky. it's incredible.
i was outside watching it, but then a raindrop landed in my eye, which hurt, so i came in. i turned off all the lights in my room and watched it from my bedroom window, but now it's too dark to see much.
rachel is enormously shallow. ouch she makes my head hurt.
there's this new kid in our neighborhood and he's about 15 so automatically rachel and our neighbor allie went to meet him. he's in my house now. that's alright, because he's nice.
*sigh* i realized today that a lot of the reason that i'm stressed all the time has a lot to do with my parents. i thought it was school, but now school's over, and i'm still edgy. the thing that makes me feel the worst is the most inescapable thing in my life.
jesus i could write an emo song from that last paragraph. perhaps i shall. i'll sell it to Taking Back Thursday or whatever the hell they're called and be rich.
I now know what to tell people when they ask my religion. i will now say, "i am a zoroaster master on the persian excursion." Because as it is, i tell people i'm half-jewish and i have to spend at LEAST 30 minutes explaining to them how on earth that is possible. It usually doesn't even work. I'm seriously half-jewish though. Why do people always think that you have to stick to one religion? why can't you combine ideas from different religions to create your own personal one? that's what i do...i believe a lot of the jewish stuff, a *tiny* bit of christianity (but not that Christ business) and some buddhist and other random stuff...and it works for me
except at the moment i am a little up in the air about god
so i'm half-jewish. SO THERE, YOU PIGEONHOLING FREAKS
eew gross huge fly must die kill germs...blech.
im going outside again, i don't care if it's dark and pouring. or maybe i'll just go to sleep.
i guess i'll just write it again. it's not like i have better stuff to do.
so anyway.
theres this great thunderstorm going on at my house. we're directly under this huge patch of cloud cover, and i can see clear sky a couple miles away but it's really thick here. a while ago, half the clouds were stained pink by the sunset and the other half were completely dark blue. every 2 minutes there's a huge crack of lightning that just lights up the entire sky. it's incredible.
i was outside watching it, but then a raindrop landed in my eye, which hurt, so i came in. i turned off all the lights in my room and watched it from my bedroom window, but now it's too dark to see much.
rachel is enormously shallow. ouch she makes my head hurt.
there's this new kid in our neighborhood and he's about 15 so automatically rachel and our neighbor allie went to meet him. he's in my house now. that's alright, because he's nice.
*sigh* i realized today that a lot of the reason that i'm stressed all the time has a lot to do with my parents. i thought it was school, but now school's over, and i'm still edgy. the thing that makes me feel the worst is the most inescapable thing in my life.
jesus i could write an emo song from that last paragraph. perhaps i shall. i'll sell it to Taking Back Thursday or whatever the hell they're called and be rich.
I now know what to tell people when they ask my religion. i will now say, "i am a zoroaster master on the persian excursion." Because as it is, i tell people i'm half-jewish and i have to spend at LEAST 30 minutes explaining to them how on earth that is possible. It usually doesn't even work. I'm seriously half-jewish though. Why do people always think that you have to stick to one religion? why can't you combine ideas from different religions to create your own personal one? that's what i do...i believe a lot of the jewish stuff, a *tiny* bit of christianity (but not that Christ business) and some buddhist and other random stuff...and it works for me
except at the moment i am a little up in the air about god
so i'm half-jewish. SO THERE, YOU PIGEONHOLING FREAKS
eew gross huge fly must die kill germs...blech.
im going outside again, i don't care if it's dark and pouring. or maybe i'll just go to sleep.