First update in quite a while.
Right then.. as the subject implies, this is my first update on Livejournal in quite some time. Some things have changed, but not many. Both Ashley and I, of course, are still having living problems.. you know what I mean. She and I, gladly,m are getting along better. We still have our problems, but hell, who the fuck doesn't have problems in their relationships? Whoever says that they don't, is a fucking liar.
Anyways, I am STILL looking for work. OH! We now somewhat kinda have a place. As of the moment, we are staying in her car... bucket seats hurt the back, by the way.
I find myself not having any friends left besides my Ashley. Oh well.. if friends are willing to leave so quickly, to turn their backs so coldly, then fuck them.. all of you who have done so, my pucker up your lips real sweet like, and kiss my white Irish ass... that's right.. I said it. Fuck it... I don't have anything to lose... at least nothing to lose that yall can take away from me.
On a side note, I think that my body is slowly dying... well.. actually dying faster than it should.. oh well... fuck it.
Anyways, right now I am sitting here at the edge... it is so fucking slow... then again, it is kinda early.. the people who work here, I think, are contemplating slicing their wrists wide open just to make the time go by faster. I am kinda contemplating the same fucking thing. Damnit, I want a Chai.
Anyways, this is now the time that I say good-bye... so... good-bye.
P.S. I love you, Ashley Sandlin.
Signing out,
The artist formerly known as ~Blue~
Anyways, I am STILL looking for work. OH! We now somewhat kinda have a place. As of the moment, we are staying in her car... bucket seats hurt the back, by the way.
I find myself not having any friends left besides my Ashley. Oh well.. if friends are willing to leave so quickly, to turn their backs so coldly, then fuck them.. all of you who have done so, my pucker up your lips real sweet like, and kiss my white Irish ass... that's right.. I said it. Fuck it... I don't have anything to lose... at least nothing to lose that yall can take away from me.
On a side note, I think that my body is slowly dying... well.. actually dying faster than it should.. oh well... fuck it.
Anyways, right now I am sitting here at the edge... it is so fucking slow... then again, it is kinda early.. the people who work here, I think, are contemplating slicing their wrists wide open just to make the time go by faster. I am kinda contemplating the same fucking thing. Damnit, I want a Chai.
Anyways, this is now the time that I say good-bye... so... good-bye.
P.S. I love you, Ashley Sandlin.
Signing out,
The artist formerly known as ~Blue~