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I hurt my self today........To see if i could still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that was real today.....the needle tears a hole the old fimilar sting....try to kill it all away but i remmy everything.....what have i become...my sweetest friend Everyone i know goes away in the end....and u could have it all my empire of dirt... I'll let you down...I will make u hurt....
Song of the day for me that pretty much says everything.....I wake up at 4 30 am to get ready for practice for swimming i drove off my mom so scared i'll crash in this slicky weather rainy dark.....i drove out...and there was no one on the road scary
I got to the pool at like 5 10am practice not start till 5 30am so i wait in the car listen to music then one swimmer came up to the door fo the pool tried to open it i'm like wtf i'll get out too the door didn't open though but we sat and chat then another swimmer came then coach came then three other swimmers came......so coach cancel practice since the pool never opened up oh well......went back home it was 6:07am my mom like rob b4 u go back to sleep can u write a small liste of xmas stuff u want small list of small things so i had no idea what the hell iwanted all i want is a SK i wrote down a yo yo and AXE and candy that it lol im going to write down to hats from PAC SUN Then i went to sleep after drinking egg nog
and i looked at the clock and it was 8 10 as i awoke i said wow 50 more minutes till work then i remmy it was raining i looked out to see if still raining and it was greatnest no work today.....fell back asleep and moments lata my dad woke me up and said how was practice i said.....ahhh it was tiring and confusing bye and fell back asleep
slept till like 12 then went to marcs thingy bobber it was good seeing his Family again his aunts and uncles i feel accepted there its like the other family ........the other family that OUTGOINGI see none of there family members with Gray hair or BEER BELLY's they are young and stuff......
So i went home sat chat.......and now i should sleep cuz it aint giong to rain and i have to work oh well.....this has been the best and longest weekend ever i love it so much.......Good bye to one and all
lata days Robby
Song of the day for me that pretty much says everything.....I wake up at 4 30 am to get ready for practice for swimming i drove off my mom so scared i'll crash in this slicky weather rainy dark.....i drove out...and there was no one on the road scary
I got to the pool at like 5 10am practice not start till 5 30am so i wait in the car listen to music then one swimmer came up to the door fo the pool tried to open it i'm like wtf i'll get out too the door didn't open though but we sat and chat then another swimmer came then coach came then three other swimmers came......so coach cancel practice since the pool never opened up oh well......went back home it was 6:07am my mom like rob b4 u go back to sleep can u write a small liste of xmas stuff u want small list of small things so i had no idea what the hell iwanted all i want is a SK i wrote down a yo yo and AXE and candy that it lol im going to write down to hats from PAC SUN Then i went to sleep after drinking egg nog
and i looked at the clock and it was 8 10 as i awoke i said wow 50 more minutes till work then i remmy it was raining i looked out to see if still raining and it was greatnest no work today.....fell back asleep and moments lata my dad woke me up and said how was practice i said.....ahhh it was tiring and confusing bye and fell back asleep
slept till like 12 then went to marcs thingy bobber it was good seeing his Family again his aunts and uncles i feel accepted there its like the other family ........the other family that OUTGOINGI see none of there family members with Gray hair or BEER BELLY's they are young and stuff......
So i went home sat chat.......and now i should sleep cuz it aint giong to rain and i have to work oh well.....this has been the best and longest weekend ever i love it so much.......Good bye to one and all
lata days Robby