Sadness and Fear hitting me hard

May 22, 2005 10:21

I've had a bad Internet connection, so everything has been delayed few days from I planned.

I'm back home after a year of the Manhattan College experience. I did not want it to end and part from everyone whom I became good friends with. It is no longer a minute stroll and a different Hall to meet with a great set of friends, it will be long drives now to meet with everyone I could manage to. I miss all the people and familiar faces I used to be around every day and certain to get a good set of laughs, great conversations and awesome times being together.

I have met up with some of my old HS friends, but most are still busy with jobs or vacations. It is not the same feeling being with most of them. There is only a few I truely missed and they are still not back from college.

I'm pretty much alone.

I have no clue of what my grades are for this Semester. I did extremely poor academically last semester (Partially my fault and mostly not). idk at all of how much improvement could I have made especailly trying to igonre the problems of my floor and overacheiving motives (Heck lot of all-nighters) to bring up my grades. I am extremely afraid of what is to become of my GPA. It to has brought me sadness for I have never done this poor ever in school.

I'm in a glum mood now thinking about it all.
-Dermot
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