send me an angel from the heavens above.

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well, its already been a week. it just doesnt seem like it. i wish i could stop thinking about him so much. but its really hard. especially when i got so used to him being in lunch with me and my friends everyday. im guessing either his parents ended his cell phone contract thingy or his voice mail was cram packed...cause i tried calling it last nite...so did becca and tonya and we cant get thru. im just thankful that i got to listen to it when i did. graduation is in like a week. i cant imagine how its going to be. i dont want to think about it right now. so many memories of brian are running through my head right now. and im laughing..maybe thats a good thing.

well, i thought of another place i can put in an application. baileys zip mart in millwood...being that my cousins mom practically owns it...maybe i have a good chance. i hope i do anyways. PLLEASE HIRE ME!

anywho..this week has been so flippin long and depressing and exhausting. im just ready for school to be out and over with!! gees. i cant believe i will be a junior. where in the hell have the last 5 years of my life gone? answer me that.

well, i think i know what kind of vehicle i want. i have a variety..bare with me. i either want a honda accord, honda civic, S10 or a ford ranger. lol. possibly even a cougar. but im really liking the whole idea of me getting a small truck. we will just have to see.

my dog will not stop barking. its really getting on my nerves. no, really.

rip bkw.