No Place Like Home
Ok, so...
My summer has been quite amazing so far, it seems somewhat bittersweet to be returning to Utah in just 2 and a half weeks. I had my final today so I'm done with summerschool and my last 2 weeks are filled with scattered last minute appointments and working! There's a peaceful serenity to being home, things are simpler here, but I think I feel that way now because I don't have a boyfriend anymore (what's the use of those things anyways?) so my focus has shifted from "the other" to myself and my path. My mom was telling me just the other day that my energy has changed alot since I came home from Utah, apparently I am more solid in myself. I feel a great sense of ease in my life right now, like I have found my place. I've settled into who I am and where I'm supposed to be. I'm so glad that I was in touch with myself enough to see that I have more potential than just being someone's wife and spending the rest of my life doing just that. There's more to life, there's just gotta be. At least this one.
So I think returning to Utah may be harder this time than it was the last because I'm happier here in San Mateo than I probably ever have been. I love Salt Lake and I love my friends there, so I should settle back in pretty easily. I'm excited to see what life has in store for me...
California is so beautiful, I can't believe I never realized it before!
My summer has been quite amazing so far, it seems somewhat bittersweet to be returning to Utah in just 2 and a half weeks. I had my final today so I'm done with summerschool and my last 2 weeks are filled with scattered last minute appointments and working! There's a peaceful serenity to being home, things are simpler here, but I think I feel that way now because I don't have a boyfriend anymore (what's the use of those things anyways?) so my focus has shifted from "the other" to myself and my path. My mom was telling me just the other day that my energy has changed alot since I came home from Utah, apparently I am more solid in myself. I feel a great sense of ease in my life right now, like I have found my place. I've settled into who I am and where I'm supposed to be. I'm so glad that I was in touch with myself enough to see that I have more potential than just being someone's wife and spending the rest of my life doing just that. There's more to life, there's just gotta be. At least this one.
So I think returning to Utah may be harder this time than it was the last because I'm happier here in San Mateo than I probably ever have been. I love Salt Lake and I love my friends there, so I should settle back in pretty easily. I'm excited to see what life has in store for me...
California is so beautiful, I can't believe I never realized it before!