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Okay.
Ave...you don't fucken listen when i'm around says:
going to bed call u this weekend
Feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful... lets start over. -- party in the hizzle. for. shizzle. says:
ok talk to you later
So? Will he call me or not? I don't know. He never actually pin pointed a period in time before. I had given up on him. I had cashed it in. All the thought of us. I read 'he's so not into you' i underlined all the good points and shook my head to them. Nodded along with all the good points. And then he text messages me that he'll call me this weekend. I had chalked it up to a nothing kind of relationship. I thought he didn't like me and was 'so not into me.' "The guy will find you if he likes you blah blah blah." You know? So what do I make out of that? Is it just getting my fucking hopes up for nothing? I thought he kissed any girl. I don't know if he likes me. I don't know if he's one of those people that just tells me what I want to hear. But it kind of makes me glad that he said something like that so now I know for sure if he means it. Before it was an 'ill call you.' Now that he's given it an actual time period.... he either follows up or doesn't. If he doesn't... I wont actually have to worry about it anymore. Of course I'll be like wtf...and probably care. But it's not like I'll be checking my messages anymore or trying to read between the lines. It's either he calls me this weekend or I don't want a relationship with this guy and he's not worth my time. It kind of sucks but that's how it's going to have to be. It's cool. I can handle it. I will handle it.
Ave...you don't fucken listen when i'm around says:
going to bed call u this weekend
Feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful... lets start over. -- party in the hizzle. for. shizzle. says:
ok talk to you later
So? Will he call me or not? I don't know. He never actually pin pointed a period in time before. I had given up on him. I had cashed it in. All the thought of us. I read 'he's so not into you' i underlined all the good points and shook my head to them. Nodded along with all the good points. And then he text messages me that he'll call me this weekend. I had chalked it up to a nothing kind of relationship. I thought he didn't like me and was 'so not into me.' "The guy will find you if he likes you blah blah blah." You know? So what do I make out of that? Is it just getting my fucking hopes up for nothing? I thought he kissed any girl. I don't know if he likes me. I don't know if he's one of those people that just tells me what I want to hear. But it kind of makes me glad that he said something like that so now I know for sure if he means it. Before it was an 'ill call you.' Now that he's given it an actual time period.... he either follows up or doesn't. If he doesn't... I wont actually have to worry about it anymore. Of course I'll be like wtf...and probably care. But it's not like I'll be checking my messages anymore or trying to read between the lines. It's either he calls me this weekend or I don't want a relationship with this guy and he's not worth my time. It kind of sucks but that's how it's going to have to be. It's cool. I can handle it. I will handle it.