Mar 28, 2005 23:37
God. Spring break sucks just like any other fuckin year. I didn't go to those parties because he shafted. What the hell? Jerk. He'll prolly shaft on the trip too. Whatever we'll find someone else.
David told me he liked me and actually thought I like him back. Not quite.
Saw the vid. Fuckin nuts.
It really sucks when you build someone up in your mind and then it all familiarly comes crashing down. It's cool, because I set myself up for it and I realize this. It keeps me occupied. Or something. Maybe one of these days it will work out.
We just want sleep but this night is hell. Sick and sunk and I blame myself.
Fuck it sucks. FUCK YOU!!!!!! I hate you and you and you and you!
THIS TIME IVE GOT NOTHIN TO SAY BESIDES DO DO DO DO DO
DO DO DO DO DO