my first
yeah so i've always been wanting to do one of these, except i'm kinda against people reading about my every thought and feeling...but oh well to bad you're going to have suffer now.
so i'm on break and i'm waiting for it to end...i actually want to go back to school...actually i don't want to go to class when i get back, but that's another story. Christmas was crappy this year, partially the fact that it was the first one without my grandmother, so it was kind of rough. and then apparently on new year's eve my mom's eyes were watering as i played silent night on the flute during mass, since she was thinking about her mom and how my brothers and i played christmas music for her last year in the hospital....
another disappointment was that the relationship btwn me and my boyfriend ended or kind of put on hold i guess...we're now seeing other people...and the thing is, this had to happen so i'm glad it did..it just kinda sucks considering in feb would have been 1 year for us...
but on the up side there is this other guy i really like and i'm falling for him more and more everyday...and yeah guess what??? he feels the same too!!! great thing about this was that i was having a bummer of a new years (wow i just said bummer) and my other brother decided to go to seattle and not stay here with us so it was kinda slow...and just rough....but definitely like right after midnite i got a call from him...it was like happiness in a bucket! god i miss you so much......
so anyway i'm sitting here bored out of my mind and trying to get make plans with some friends....i really don't wanna sit at home tonite...so we'll see what happens...
~blue flames