IM BACK SUGOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZOMFG!!!!!!!! Im back on LJ yeah!!! *dances around* god i missed writting here, I have so many things in my head, that I could probably write 1000000000000000000000000000000 entries...hehehe but no worries I wont do it, Im not THAT crazy lol Anyways for those of you who doesnt know I was studying at medical school, but I realized I wanted to do so many things, and that if I were a doctor wouldnt be able to do them, so I quit medical school and now Im studying Graphic design. Im feeling extremly happy!!! so yay for me XD. Thats like an extremly quick summery of my life, cause actually well...the rest of the things that happened to me these passed months arent that interesting hehe.
Hey hey hey...dont move....this is not all my LJ entry, I just finished a story ive thinking of since a long time now, so go ahead and read it...also comments are greatly apreciated!!!
Anyways love yah all, and missed you very much!!!!!!! *tonz of hugs & kisses for every1*
SHIN'S STORY
In the darkest corner of your darkest dream...in the middle of the night and talking with loneliness, sitting on a tree there was a fairy whose name was Shin. Her face was pale as snow, her hair black as the falling night, her heart beating slowly...you could almost swear it was about to give up from beating one last time.
As the night becomes light and the sun greeted those with enviable luck, the fairy stoodup and started her daily works...collecting little seeds, bringing happiness to those with broken souls. Because in this story fairies are known for their amazing power of bringing joy and happiness...then you must think fairies are happy creatures, and they are...but not our lonely fairy, she is a special one...her power for bringing happiness to others is amazing BUT she can't bring joy to her own lifeless heart.
As the day passes by and the moon begins her work while the sun rests, the light of Shin's face fades out, she returns to her lonely tree, and just like every night, she sits down, and if you think her face looks bright, that's just the reflection of the moon in her bitter tears.
But why is she crying? why a wonderful creature should spend her nights suffering? well there is an answer for every question. That night wasnt as normal as it seemed. While those cold tears falled down from Shin's deep grey eyes the steps of an unknown living thing attracted the fairy's attention, the shadow of that unfamiliar siluete radiated so much light and comfort that she couldnt help but came close to it, suddenly the light became brighter and when Shin opened her eyes all she could see was a beautiful creature...it wasnt an elf nor an angel..his beauty was superior, his skin was pale but bright, his hands strong and fragile, his eyes deep and lovely...he seemed, for Shin, the most perfect creature on earth, almost created by the gods. He looked into her sad eyes and smiled, at that moment and for the first time, Shin's heart started to beat faster, her appearance illuminated with a sincere smile..she seemed like a newborn child when he sees his mother's face for the first time.
What was this feeling?
She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time...it was so strange and unfamiliar. Shin's body trembled for an instant because of the cold wind of winter who was playing before expected that night. The man standing infront of Shin step closer and kept her hands between his to warm them up, without knowing he was also melting the ice of her frozen heart, that was when she realized this feeling was what other creatures called LOVE...her soul grew from joy knowing that the absence of this feeling was the reason of her tears and loneliness.
She looked back into the man's eyes and introduced herself, he did same...surprisingly this creature wasnt mythical nor fantastical..he was a simple mortal called Aki but his pure heart was the reason of his undescriptable beauty. They spent the night together, then weeks and months, each other learning for their different worlds. Shin knew that this feeling called love was growing more and more with each moment she spent with Aki and she felt too happy to controll her self from laughing and dancing as a little girl during springtime.
One night Aki took Shin to a sacred realm for the most powerful gods and sat down near the lake of wisdom. The moon reflected on the pure water, and if you listened carefuly you could hear the rhythm of two hearts beating for a lifetime. Shin put her head against Aki's chest and listened carefuly to the song his heart was singing, he took her in his arms and vanished every single piece of darkness off her soul, sealing their love with the whitest and purest kiss...Shin cried of happines and falled asleep while Aki caressed her long black hair and protected her, because she was the world for him.
The light of the sun woke her up, she looked around ...but...Aki wasnt there anymore, she felt desperate and tears filled her eyes, she looked down to the grass and there was a letter. She started to shake while picking up that piece of paper that seemed to be created with the cruelest lies. The letter said as follows:
"Dear Shin:
I had one of the greatest moments of my life by your side. I thank you for everything, for giving me such a beautiful and unforgettable night, for bringing me the happiness I was searching for. But I commited some mistakes and the people that loved me, now hate me, so I must leave this country, I need love but cant find the right person, life gave me a different road to follow. We love each other as friends and that should never change. I had to follow my own way, I wish you the best and hope to see you again.
Sincerely Aki."
Shin's face drowned in a sea of tears, her heart faded like a rose under the coldest snow. She stood up, and walk back to her best and only friend, the lonely tree.
In the darkest corner of your darkest dream Shin cried again...this time day and night were the same for her. Not a single creature ever saw her again. Some say her soul and heart died and only her cold body remained..still crying. Storytellers say that at night if you listen carefuly you can hear the fairy's sorrow.
Whatever happened to Shin's existence will remain a mystery...but nobody will forget that some creatures are ment to love and be loved, some others have love right infront of them but cant appreciate it...and other's should never feel this way...for their mission in this life is to be loneliness best friend.
The End
Hey hey hey...dont move....this is not all my LJ entry, I just finished a story ive thinking of since a long time now, so go ahead and read it...also comments are greatly apreciated!!!
Anyways love yah all, and missed you very much!!!!!!! *tonz of hugs & kisses for every1*
SHIN'S STORY
In the darkest corner of your darkest dream...in the middle of the night and talking with loneliness, sitting on a tree there was a fairy whose name was Shin. Her face was pale as snow, her hair black as the falling night, her heart beating slowly...you could almost swear it was about to give up from beating one last time.
As the night becomes light and the sun greeted those with enviable luck, the fairy stoodup and started her daily works...collecting little seeds, bringing happiness to those with broken souls. Because in this story fairies are known for their amazing power of bringing joy and happiness...then you must think fairies are happy creatures, and they are...but not our lonely fairy, she is a special one...her power for bringing happiness to others is amazing BUT she can't bring joy to her own lifeless heart.
As the day passes by and the moon begins her work while the sun rests, the light of Shin's face fades out, she returns to her lonely tree, and just like every night, she sits down, and if you think her face looks bright, that's just the reflection of the moon in her bitter tears.
But why is she crying? why a wonderful creature should spend her nights suffering? well there is an answer for every question. That night wasnt as normal as it seemed. While those cold tears falled down from Shin's deep grey eyes the steps of an unknown living thing attracted the fairy's attention, the shadow of that unfamiliar siluete radiated so much light and comfort that she couldnt help but came close to it, suddenly the light became brighter and when Shin opened her eyes all she could see was a beautiful creature...it wasnt an elf nor an angel..his beauty was superior, his skin was pale but bright, his hands strong and fragile, his eyes deep and lovely...he seemed, for Shin, the most perfect creature on earth, almost created by the gods. He looked into her sad eyes and smiled, at that moment and for the first time, Shin's heart started to beat faster, her appearance illuminated with a sincere smile..she seemed like a newborn child when he sees his mother's face for the first time.
What was this feeling?
She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time...it was so strange and unfamiliar. Shin's body trembled for an instant because of the cold wind of winter who was playing before expected that night. The man standing infront of Shin step closer and kept her hands between his to warm them up, without knowing he was also melting the ice of her frozen heart, that was when she realized this feeling was what other creatures called LOVE...her soul grew from joy knowing that the absence of this feeling was the reason of her tears and loneliness.
She looked back into the man's eyes and introduced herself, he did same...surprisingly this creature wasnt mythical nor fantastical..he was a simple mortal called Aki but his pure heart was the reason of his undescriptable beauty. They spent the night together, then weeks and months, each other learning for their different worlds. Shin knew that this feeling called love was growing more and more with each moment she spent with Aki and she felt too happy to controll her self from laughing and dancing as a little girl during springtime.
One night Aki took Shin to a sacred realm for the most powerful gods and sat down near the lake of wisdom. The moon reflected on the pure water, and if you listened carefuly you could hear the rhythm of two hearts beating for a lifetime. Shin put her head against Aki's chest and listened carefuly to the song his heart was singing, he took her in his arms and vanished every single piece of darkness off her soul, sealing their love with the whitest and purest kiss...Shin cried of happines and falled asleep while Aki caressed her long black hair and protected her, because she was the world for him.
The light of the sun woke her up, she looked around ...but...Aki wasnt there anymore, she felt desperate and tears filled her eyes, she looked down to the grass and there was a letter. She started to shake while picking up that piece of paper that seemed to be created with the cruelest lies. The letter said as follows:
"Dear Shin:
I had one of the greatest moments of my life by your side. I thank you for everything, for giving me such a beautiful and unforgettable night, for bringing me the happiness I was searching for. But I commited some mistakes and the people that loved me, now hate me, so I must leave this country, I need love but cant find the right person, life gave me a different road to follow. We love each other as friends and that should never change. I had to follow my own way, I wish you the best and hope to see you again.
Sincerely Aki."
Shin's face drowned in a sea of tears, her heart faded like a rose under the coldest snow. She stood up, and walk back to her best and only friend, the lonely tree.
In the darkest corner of your darkest dream Shin cried again...this time day and night were the same for her. Not a single creature ever saw her again. Some say her soul and heart died and only her cold body remained..still crying. Storytellers say that at night if you listen carefuly you can hear the fairy's sorrow.
Whatever happened to Shin's existence will remain a mystery...but nobody will forget that some creatures are ment to love and be loved, some others have love right infront of them but cant appreciate it...and other's should never feel this way...for their mission in this life is to be loneliness best friend.
The End