Step Up!
wow, it's been a while.
damnit now I've got that song stuck in my head...you know....the one that goes, "it's been a while since ive held my head up high"....you know...that one.
anywho
Finally saw Eurotrip with my bestest buddy and it was an AWESOME movie.
I can't wait to go to Europe. June seems so far away......
I think i want to do a 180 in my life, start all over. I already kinda started when i began my job at Target. I go by Kat there, and I like to hear people call me that, because it's new and exciting, and it makes me feel like they don't already know me, and that I can truly show them who I am.
I only have a few friends I can do that with. And most of them are leaving next year. Maybe that's why I was in such a hurry. But now I am going to take things slow, date more, and not confine myself, dive into my studies, become a nurse or a bio-chemist. Theres so much technology out there and untapped resources that i just want to explore. I'm finally getting my interest back into EMT, I start working out at HCC gym soon, I am starting my ride-alongs, I'm excited about Europe and all the people I'll get to meet, discovering who I am and what i want in life.
I have this fire, this passion inside of me, thats too big to share with one person.
I need to fill the world. and by god I'm going to do it.
but first, I have to say, I'm sorry that i have hurt you so bad. I will always be here for you, it's just not the time.
damnit now I've got that song stuck in my head...you know....the one that goes, "it's been a while since ive held my head up high"....you know...that one.
anywho
Finally saw Eurotrip with my bestest buddy and it was an AWESOME movie.
I can't wait to go to Europe. June seems so far away......
I think i want to do a 180 in my life, start all over. I already kinda started when i began my job at Target. I go by Kat there, and I like to hear people call me that, because it's new and exciting, and it makes me feel like they don't already know me, and that I can truly show them who I am.
I only have a few friends I can do that with. And most of them are leaving next year. Maybe that's why I was in such a hurry. But now I am going to take things slow, date more, and not confine myself, dive into my studies, become a nurse or a bio-chemist. Theres so much technology out there and untapped resources that i just want to explore. I'm finally getting my interest back into EMT, I start working out at HCC gym soon, I am starting my ride-alongs, I'm excited about Europe and all the people I'll get to meet, discovering who I am and what i want in life.
I have this fire, this passion inside of me, thats too big to share with one person.
I need to fill the world. and by god I'm going to do it.
but first, I have to say, I'm sorry that i have hurt you so bad. I will always be here for you, it's just not the time.