so...close.....
grrrr. im so stupid.
falling in love is so easy. Trying to stop, is so hard.....
ok so my birthday is in five days. I don't want anything special. Just to be remembered.
but.....i do want AFI (Sing The Sorrow), Stabbing Westward, Linkin' Park, and Rammstein CD's. Yeah, that's it. lol, me and my damn music.
So i was organizing my CD's the other day, and Mike was there. He said if he didn't know me, looking at my music collection he wold think i was bipolar. On one side of my CD case i have Death Metal, and then on the other side we have classical artists and Enya. Then he called me a lost cause. then i hit him. lol, luv ya mike....sometimes.....
yeah i was supposed to call Kevin yesterday when i got home, but i had to run some arrands and go to work. The car took longer to get then i thought it would. Sorry kevin. I feel really bad. :-(
Jim goes home tomorrow.....::sobs sobs sobs:: I love that boy so much. He's awesome, but then again, almost everyone (especially girls) he comes in contact with has pretty much the same opinion. So many of the peeps are going back to college....i plan on making new homes at College Park, Frostburg, Salisbury, and UMBC.
i guess i have only myself to blame for my choice of friends. Out of my friend group, I am the youngest, which means my senior year is going to be pretty lonesome. Maybe i should graduate early.....
i hate being alone. I hate it more then being unwanted. I hate it more then being hated. I can't think when I'm by myself. I don't think i really know who i am. But then again....who knows who they really are anyways?
can we be defined as a person? we are forever changing. A definition is forever. How can we really know who we are?
distraught: extremely troubled
falling in love is so easy. Trying to stop, is so hard.....
ok so my birthday is in five days. I don't want anything special. Just to be remembered.
but.....i do want AFI (Sing The Sorrow), Stabbing Westward, Linkin' Park, and Rammstein CD's. Yeah, that's it. lol, me and my damn music.
So i was organizing my CD's the other day, and Mike was there. He said if he didn't know me, looking at my music collection he wold think i was bipolar. On one side of my CD case i have Death Metal, and then on the other side we have classical artists and Enya. Then he called me a lost cause. then i hit him. lol, luv ya mike....sometimes.....
yeah i was supposed to call Kevin yesterday when i got home, but i had to run some arrands and go to work. The car took longer to get then i thought it would. Sorry kevin. I feel really bad. :-(
Jim goes home tomorrow.....::sobs sobs sobs:: I love that boy so much. He's awesome, but then again, almost everyone (especially girls) he comes in contact with has pretty much the same opinion. So many of the peeps are going back to college....i plan on making new homes at College Park, Frostburg, Salisbury, and UMBC.
i guess i have only myself to blame for my choice of friends. Out of my friend group, I am the youngest, which means my senior year is going to be pretty lonesome. Maybe i should graduate early.....
i hate being alone. I hate it more then being unwanted. I hate it more then being hated. I can't think when I'm by myself. I don't think i really know who i am. But then again....who knows who they really are anyways?
can we be defined as a person? we are forever changing. A definition is forever. How can we really know who we are?
distraught: extremely troubled