*Sighs* I don't know what you want from me. Sorry about the whole HP thing. I didn't think that you thought I was serious about skipping. I've never skipped before and I don't plan on it now. I do WANT to hang out with you, not just make time for you. And I don't know if the friend you were talking getting hurt very soon was me, but if it is, and what I think you're talking about is what you're talking about, like I said...Please, don't worry about me!! I appreciate it so much that you care, but if I'm gonna get hurt than let me get hurt. At least I'll learn a brand new lesson that I normally would've never learned. I mean, come on, Kat, we are not the only ones in fault here. Things just get complicated, and its the end of the school year...things come up. There are times when you've made me mad, but I just let things slide. All those times you and I used to go on break together are gone, because you're always with Daniel. I don't mind cuz I know how much he means to you, but I'm just making a point saying that sometimes I feel ignored by you...not just you by me. I haven't even seen my BEST FRIEND in an entire month, that's how busy I am. You want me to drop all my plans just for you? I love hanging out with you, but I can't do it all the time. Cuz, No offense, but you kinda made it seem like you should one of our main priorities in life. Sure, FRIENDS are a main priority, but I have lots of friends. And I barely see them at that. I see them in school, cuz I HAVE to be there, and at work, cuz I HAVE to be there. My outside of work and school friends, I never see them. I can't be everywhere at once. Sorry if I have no time or I make you feel forgotten, but you often make me feel like shit, but do I ever complain?? No, because I know you don't mean to hurt me so therefore I ignore it. Just like you should know that I don't mean to hurt you. Never has that thought crossed my mind. As for being an angsty teen, sure we all are, but you can't tell someone that they are not depressed because you don't know. I for one, DO have depression but I don't try and dwell on it, only when I get mad. My whole family hasn't died, I DO have friends, I have clothes on my back, food on the table, a nice job, good grades (most of the time lol), but I have been abused, and I have been counselled, and I have been to a doctor who has diagnosed me. Thank God its not as serious as some cases, but still, I have it. So you can't categorize everyone as an angsty teen. Having horrible things happen to you doesn't always cause depression, it can be genetic, like in my case. I'm sick of being cordial and polite to everyone just so I won't make them mad. But I don't care. I need to say what I need to say. Kat, no matter how much I love you or how sweet you are, there are times when you make me so mad that I don't even want to look at you. Times like now. But I guess that's what makes good friends. You know someone is your true friend when you allow them to hurt you. Like I apparently hurt you, and like you've hurt me today. We are friends, we're just not close enough to understand why the other person is they way they are. Hopefully we can get close enough so little things like this don't affect us as much. Hopefully one day. Write back and don't be mad, cuz that's just gonna make things worse. I'm not mad anymore, even though I was. You and I just need to have a long talk. Peace.
wow you could have at least told her that you were going to see it with other friends before lieing to her about skipping and going to see it when it comes out what kind of a friend are you to lie to another i dont even do that to my friends. I usually tell my friends straight up what im going to do not lie about skipping and then not doing it. grrrr i mad your whole paragraph pisses the shit out of me. Your so damn confussing minrowe
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