Nov 24, 2005 01:45
well its thanksgiving again and even i got things im thankful for
the most important is my mom why she always saw me through good times and bad times I remember times where we wondered if wed have enough money to pay bills and buy grocieries yet we laughed and had fun no matter what thats who developed my sense of humor shew i cant think of one time that we havnt had fun.
then theres my friends(theres to many of yall to name) they have constantly supported me and picked me up when im down made me feel like life was worth living, that everyone makes their own choices in life and some choices you make you may never walk away from. which the only side you get to see on here dear readers is my dark side which to those who are close to me would know that i love to have fun and smile if yall were only with me tonight lesse i ran a marathon, got hit by a truck, rowed thru town per usual. But i think without my friends id be the person that i am when im alone and that would blow. I love each and every one of you all and id fight a million battles and die a million deaths just so you all would be safe and happy.
I suppose ive been lookin at things all wrong I dont need to be a hero, or have lots of money, or have a gurl ive got something thats more valuable than all of that crap I have all of you, I created that void in my heart i thought i needed something else in life but i was just bein a whiney little bastard and i appologise for that i just wished i would have realized that sooner.
Snake