Food?
What is food? I am forgetting already. Ashley and I started the Weight Watchers diet yesterday which I think is bullshit but we will see right? I feel like I am fucking starving myself to DEATH! Yesterday I ate a meatball sub...and that was like all the points I was allowed to have, besides like 4 more so I ate some Easy Mac for supper. That is all I ate all day yesterday. No wonder I am in a bitchy mood. OF course that could be because my teeth hurt because I got my braces tightened, I haven't seen Jon since Sunday, I stayed up too late for the past couple nights because everybody is so loud because of the God Damned Red Sux that I couldnt sleep.
So I had to take my Spanish test today that I didnt finish taking last Friday cuz I was a sick puppy dog and I was supposed to eat lunch with Ashley and Julie...Guess what Ashley is doing? SLEEPING AGAIN! And Julie...Im not sure, I called but she didnt answer. But whatever I dont need to eat apparently, since I can only eat a little bit every day...They should just call it the Anorexia diet! I know I know its not funny to me either, anorexia is not a joking matter. Trust me I know! My baby and I have both gone through it...Him worse than I but still I know that its not funny. I am even thinking like an anorexic...Im like if I drink enough water I will feel full, and if I exercise I can eat more...BUT if I exercise and dont eat more I can lose more weight!! SO maybe I just shouldnt go on this ridiculous diet because I dont really want to be obsessive about my weight...especially not with Jon around.
Well...I just wanna tell you Jessica that those pictures of us are very cute. We are so sexy huh? hehe Julie complimented me on them already. Oh! Did I tell you that I saw that guy Wayne the other night when I went to the movies? I saw him and I was like wow that guy looks familiar and then I realized that I had seen him in your journal. funny huh? Oh yea.
SO now I have to go bore myself to death in English class for about an hour...2-3:15 I hope somebody is in the mood to eat by then. Even though I am sure Ashley will still be sleeping because that is how she is. I told her that if she exercises she might not be so tired all the time but she said it is easier said than done...NOT REALLY. I would go to the gym if I had somebody to go with me...I brought my Tae-Bo tapes though so that will work too.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
So I had to take my Spanish test today that I didnt finish taking last Friday cuz I was a sick puppy dog and I was supposed to eat lunch with Ashley and Julie...Guess what Ashley is doing? SLEEPING AGAIN! And Julie...Im not sure, I called but she didnt answer. But whatever I dont need to eat apparently, since I can only eat a little bit every day...They should just call it the Anorexia diet! I know I know its not funny to me either, anorexia is not a joking matter. Trust me I know! My baby and I have both gone through it...Him worse than I but still I know that its not funny. I am even thinking like an anorexic...Im like if I drink enough water I will feel full, and if I exercise I can eat more...BUT if I exercise and dont eat more I can lose more weight!! SO maybe I just shouldnt go on this ridiculous diet because I dont really want to be obsessive about my weight...especially not with Jon around.
Well...I just wanna tell you Jessica that those pictures of us are very cute. We are so sexy huh? hehe Julie complimented me on them already. Oh! Did I tell you that I saw that guy Wayne the other night when I went to the movies? I saw him and I was like wow that guy looks familiar and then I realized that I had seen him in your journal. funny huh? Oh yea.
SO now I have to go bore myself to death in English class for about an hour...2-3:15 I hope somebody is in the mood to eat by then. Even though I am sure Ashley will still be sleeping because that is how she is. I told her that if she exercises she might not be so tired all the time but she said it is easier said than done...NOT REALLY. I would go to the gym if I had somebody to go with me...I brought my Tae-Bo tapes though so that will work too.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!