man my life just cant get better
well looks like tomorrows gonna be my last day smokin weed, my "grandpa" dan is going to drug test me. see, for the past few days, dans brother in law Jay who is a very nice guy was helpin me get a job. jays a captain for american airlines and when he flies into san jose or SF he stays with us. dan asked him to help me get clothes for job hnting and he took it upon himself to drive me around applying at places, and my stupid, trusting ass made the huge mistake of telling jay about the one bog problem thats holding me back from getting a job, passing a drug test. and tonight i found out that he told dan, so if i dont have a job tomorrow, im movin into the office and dan is going to drug test me sometime.if i dont pass, im homeless....
so, i totally have to change my life. and u know whats really funny? dan use to smoke weed and other things from what i hear, and hes gonna drug test me. ironic eh? im thinkin if i dont pass the test, ill go to my dads, but i dunno. i really dont know what im gonna do with all my shit. so, if anyone gives a shit, i might need a place to stay sometime but hopfully not. im very seriously considering the armed forces, anything to get control of my own life. i cant live under his rule for much longer, ill go insane and end up doin something drastic. if anyone knows any place thats hiring TELL ME!
so, i totally have to change my life. and u know whats really funny? dan use to smoke weed and other things from what i hear, and hes gonna drug test me. ironic eh? im thinkin if i dont pass the test, ill go to my dads, but i dunno. i really dont know what im gonna do with all my shit. so, if anyone gives a shit, i might need a place to stay sometime but hopfully not. im very seriously considering the armed forces, anything to get control of my own life. i cant live under his rule for much longer, ill go insane and end up doin something drastic. if anyone knows any place thats hiring TELL ME!