Its About Time

May 27, 2005 12:30

Well long time no see journal! Life has been great! The countdown to Argentina is now only 3 weeks away! oh my! I am soo running behind on everything. I have so much stuff to get done but yet im like, ehh i have 3 weeks yet; When i know these next coming up weeks will go by quickly. This weekend is Memorial Day Weekend! What is shannon doing? hmm, well tonight, nicole invited a group of people to hang out so Josh and i and a few others will be hanging possibly in Ann Arbor tonight which will be completely different than always being in GC. I cant wait! Josh and I are doing wonderful! Im falling for him more and more each time i see him. He knows me so well already and i love learning more about him. I would do anything for him....This sunday, he is going up north to my grandparents house for the first time. YIKES! He is meeting half of my moms side of the family but im so excited. They are going to love him, i can feel it. It was almost a no-go for me to go up there though because i couldnt find anyone to go with me and i didnt want to drive that far by myself, but joshy had a change in his plans and told me he could go! I told him, he just made me the happiest girl ever!! I miss my grandparents so much and i told my grandma i would come see her before i leave the country and the thought of me calling saying i would have to see her when i got back broke my heart. Josh knew how much it meant for me to go, and so he decided to go too. I cannot wait to drive 2 1/2 hours there and back knowing i can just look to my right, and there is the man i adore. Going to my grandmas is my favorite place in this world and its sad that the family is going to try and sell it this summer. The only friend of mine i brought up was erica and now im bringing josh because i want to show him the place my heart loves so much.

My poor Connie the Contour is not doing well...lol...oh dont cry, it will be alright everyone!! haha...Im looking into getting a new vehicle in the near future because i feel so unsafe in my contour and i hate that feeling.

Last night was the cookout at the Parsons and it was a blast!! My girls erica and nicole came with me and we all had a nice time with everyone. Bre and Dave are so cute! I wish i could hang out with them more because we all laughed the whole time we were together! We were pros at volleyball!! thats right!! PROS!! lol...shoooootttt, dont be jealous! hehe

Jeff called me last week....we had a long conversation too which was really nice. I was glad to know that he is doing great. I know what i did to him was a long time ago but i didnt like myself for a long time because of the hurt and pain i caused him. i knew it wouldnt take him long to get over me, but to hear his voice and know that there is still a chance for us to be friends made me hopeful. We have been friends since 6th grade, and i hope we can be friends, or at least communicate from time-to-time in the future. I hate what i did to him, but everything happens for a reason and i want him to be so happy and he deserves someone great. I know it had to take a lot for him to pick up his phone and call me, but im so greatful he did. I will give him all the space he needs, but i just want him to know i am always here for him.

thats all for now folks!! until next time!!
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