It's been a while
Hello! How do i work this new setup for livejournal?! That tells you how long it has been since i updated...back in July to be exact. It has just been so busy. So, some new updates for everyone;
**I quit my nanny job and the mom no longer speaks to me or lets me see her children :( i could write about this forever but i dont think that would be good for the readers...sorry
**I work at MedEquip now and i love it!
**I will graduate ::cross fingers:: in April of 2008.
**I am more in-love with Eddie than ever before...He is amazing, and my love and admiration grows for him more and more each day.
**I go to the gym 2 times a week and it is slowly paying off.
**The semester is almost over and i can't wait for Christmas break.
**The one year anniversary of my Grandmas death is 12/19. I think about it everyday....winter is not the same, the holiday season is not the same, x-mas music is not the same, snow is not the same, and i am not the same. I try and think about how pretty it is outside when it snows and i dont even like it because it brings back the memory of the horrible night i found out she died. Even driving on 275 getting off at Ford road at 11:03 PM scares me because that is the time my mom called me crying telling me, shes dying. And here i thought it was my mom calling me mad because i wasnt home yet.
**I still dont have money, but i am definately better off this year than last.
**I would love to take my boyfriend someplace special and buy him wonderful things because he is so good to me....someday i will!
**It kind of feels good to write in here because i can express myself. These last 5 months have been some of the hardest, happiest, saddest, accomplishing months of my life.
Well, that is all for now. I will try and continue to update.
**I quit my nanny job and the mom no longer speaks to me or lets me see her children :( i could write about this forever but i dont think that would be good for the readers...sorry
**I work at MedEquip now and i love it!
**I will graduate ::cross fingers:: in April of 2008.
**I am more in-love with Eddie than ever before...He is amazing, and my love and admiration grows for him more and more each day.
**I go to the gym 2 times a week and it is slowly paying off.
**The semester is almost over and i can't wait for Christmas break.
**The one year anniversary of my Grandmas death is 12/19. I think about it everyday....winter is not the same, the holiday season is not the same, x-mas music is not the same, snow is not the same, and i am not the same. I try and think about how pretty it is outside when it snows and i dont even like it because it brings back the memory of the horrible night i found out she died. Even driving on 275 getting off at Ford road at 11:03 PM scares me because that is the time my mom called me crying telling me, shes dying. And here i thought it was my mom calling me mad because i wasnt home yet.
**I still dont have money, but i am definately better off this year than last.
**I would love to take my boyfriend someplace special and buy him wonderful things because he is so good to me....someday i will!
**It kind of feels good to write in here because i can express myself. These last 5 months have been some of the hardest, happiest, saddest, accomplishing months of my life.
Well, that is all for now. I will try and continue to update.