well hi there LJ

[blue_eyed_shan]

its been almost 3-4 months since ive updated. I have been doing great! School is getting exciting and honestly, i am so proud of myself! All those days i wanted to give up because it would get so hard or i would question if this is what i should be doing with my career. But ive realized that those hard times, and a bad grade here or there only made me stronger. I stuck to it, and didnt give up. So you might be thinking i am almost done with school by the way i am sounding, but lucky me has another year and a half then a semester of student teaching so a total of 2 years left. I wanted to always rush my time in school, and no i dont want to stay in school forever but i am not going to rush myself as fast as i was planning recently. I am going to start going year round so that will cut my time by a year or so. Everyone is getting done or will be getting done before me but not everyone has had to go through what i am going through. So many people have their parents to pay for school and thats not my case.....so not only am i paying for school, but i have also had to work to make money throughout school and that is why im more delayed than everyone else because it limits the time i can attend class. I give anyone credit who can work and go to school full time and get done in 4 years! lol I used to think that was not good but now i have realized what i am capable of. These are our years to enjoy school, and to enjoy being in the early 20s. In all honesty, i am scared a little bit for what will happen when i am done with school. it scares me, but in the most exciting way, and some nervousness is in there. It will begin my new chapter in life and i cant wait to have that kind of independence. I can finally do things, and give my parents things or more gifts because they have been so wonderful with the ways they can help.

Hey dawn, how was that conversation yesterday!??! lol your text cracked me up babe! lol

God is GOOD!

Everything else is going good... im looking for a second job so YAY for me! wish me luck and/or if you have any ideas of where to apply i would appreciate it greatly! hehe