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Now I want you ALL to do this. It's so simple. This is your chance to tell me what you REALLY think about me. Post anonymously, and post whatever you want. Yell at me, confide in me, confront me. Tell me the truth though. Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it. Make me cry. Make me laugh. Move me. Tell me a secret, a crush, a love affair!
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There is no other way to say this so here goes....
I am a friend from the past, And you scared me half to death.
I wanted to be cool, have fun, hang out.
I felt used and confused from other people in my past.
I felt you and me had gone to fast... and to quick.
I said I was good, and yet I was unsure my self.
I hurt you and told you things I never wanted to say.
The truth is I wish I could go back and fix what I broke.
I wish we were friends, the way I hurt you I wish could change.
If you still use this... but im unsure anyway all I can say is sorry
Mabey You can forgive me one day...
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but just call me..and we can talk.
please?
226-4350
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I'm going to take it down but am grounded for a wile till dec 10th cant get calls or give calls so sorry but ill take you down....
and though you have never said so thankyou for another chance to atleast be your friend...
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i knew then =]
how have you been, though?
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Hey you hate me hu?
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i never have.
it's just a matter of getting over what you said to me.
care to share that story?
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I said i was cool but i was not i felt weird and used by you too... It was a strange gay faze i was going through. then when you kept calling me i was like why is she doing this to me...then i realied I might have been to young for you and a bunch of other things... And well in the last 9 months ive thought of you on and off like how cool we were and stuff but never wanted to call because it's like the whole world hates who i am
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WOW IM A ASS !!!!
because you scared me so instead of telling you i pushed you away
and we wernt even friends anymore...
I felt bad so i spent all morning typing diffrent ways for your screen name to talk to you ....
But even though you say you dont hate me I feel like you do....
And i know theses are worthless and never make things right but...
Im sorry.
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Im in school... 12th grade now "wo wooo"
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i kept calling you because i cared about you...
and then you said you said, and that was the end of it.
i'm not gonna lie.
i have thought about you too.
what we used to have.
things we've done.
and just time we spent together.
dustin, i don't hate you..
and i never have.
i was pissed at you for a while,
but i chilled out and got over and realized you didn't wonna talk to me anymore.
but you just got major points by attempting to contact me today...
i never thought i was gonna talk to you again..
and now here i am,
talking to you.
you can say you're sorry all you want,
but you don't have to.
we all go through shit in life that fucks us up..
and i realize that...
cuz my life hasn't been easy either.
and i don't want you talking to me because you feel bad...
i want you talking to me because you want to.
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Well i dont know what has been going on with you because your journal is in private mode and i use greatestjournal remember...
and i dont care im talking to you because i want atleast one good friend who i can be cool with and who may not understand me all the time but try's to
I'm not begging or wanting pitty
I just want one good friend that's all
you knew what a hard time i was having with my ex
and you took it
I fucked it up by not talking
I'm just sorry it took this long.
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if you dont care telling me.
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