May 16, 2005 08:51
so much is going on in my head and i wihs tha i could explaint it but i cant so if i seem distant im sorry but im jsut thinking i live in my own reality .........
dont think that im unhappy bc of u its not u and u have to trust me when i say that
summer is so clos i can feel it and imso ready though i dont really desire leaving behind my new found frineds nor the ones that have been here all along
whsh that i could follow my own advise and just let things go i realize that what is going to happen will but there times when i wish i could change it and so it gets to me when i feel that i should/could have dont soemthing differnetly........