and it alwayse seems that things go from bad to worse in my life and now i just wnat to cry

Nov 27, 2004 15:53

im so stupid!!!!

i was feeling kinda weird and i just wanted to get back to my house and i turned the radio up and lost my self in it untill i saw the flashing lights

pulled over got out my liscences and wated stared in to space and tryed not to cry really... dont know how long i wated before he came but when he said Miss i jumped and started to cry i would have hit the roof if i hadent been wearing my seat belt! i just handed him my liscence before he asked and stared at him... "can i see ur proof of insurance" dig frantically in the glove box and find it hand it over and wate... "do u know y i pulled u over Mam" *Sobs* "Speeding" "79 in a 55 zone... I'll be right back" wates... manages to stop crying but begins to feel quite sick wants to puke but keeps it down turns off car

officer comes back carying the clip board of doom !!!... says Tells me some stuf i bairly heer about the ticket as i start to shake un controlibly and almost loose my lunch on his shirt "Can i ge out of the car i think im going to be sick" "Let me move out of the way.. steps away quickley and looks a little green him self" get out of the car and benge but manage to keep it down cough and then lean aginst car befor4e the next wave of sickness comes over me but manage to keep it in as well cough some more and then brave my fate

"Sign by the circled x it doesnt have anything to do with concent or guilt or innocence.... bla bla bla"
"Try to slow down ok Miss Smith"

i drove like 45 the rest of the way home still crying of corse and as soon as i took the key out of the ignition took it off of my key chain came in the house and lost my lunch

i almost got sick as i handed the ticket and key to my dad i had to go stand in the bath room for like 5 minuits and when i got back my dad was like whats wrong refering to my snifffeling and tear stained face "I got a ticket" "oh i didnt read it bc i dont have my glasses" .... scilence ..... glases out and reads ... "Congradulations at least u made it a good one in stead of getting a petty one" i wanted to say WTF i wanted him to be as mad at me as i am at me but no he has to think that it is funny and be all like its fine so now he keeps trying to make me laugh and it isant friking funny i wanted to do some more stuff before i left for school tomorrow but now im not going to drive i dont think i can stand to i just cant beleave i was so stupid

GRRRRRR..... i guess ill finish up some homework and get some sleep bc we r leaving early tomorrow

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