Jan 25, 2005 19:41
[rant] I keep forgetting to take my retarded pills. I think I should start remembering to take them, because for awhile there it was all good, and nothing was evil. But not now...noooo. Of course not. For the past few days I start feeling worse and worse.
It's like my parents don't /care/ what Matt does as long as he's alive and out of jail. But, if Sarah does one little teeny thing, she gets bitched at, or ignored. You know what that's like? I came home from a basketball game and /forgot to take my shoes off/. So my mom said "Sarah! Take your stupid shoes off!" And ignored me the rest of the day. I tried to sleep on the couch, cuz I was pissed off and my dad came over and started poking me going, "Why are you sleeping on the couch, huh huh huh?" So I stormed off to my room. When I sleep on the couch that just might meen I'm /tired/ and want to be /left alone/,
Anyway. Yesterday I wanted to get on the computer, but it didn't work so I restarted it, and I still wanted to get on, but my brother comes in and goes. "Mom, I want on the computer." So, BAM! like magic he's allowed to get on before me even though I asked and he fucks everything that moves doing every single drug imaginable to man. Plus lying to his grandparents and almost being arrested for kidnapping.
Well, we're studying about the Holocaust in reading so that makes me feel a little better. I mean, not that it should make me feel better, I just mean to see that there's people worse off than me...Okay. Well, that made me sound heartless. I feel bad that I complain about how 'shitty' my life is when there's people who are way worse off.
Plus people at school are being retarded. Sorry I don't weigh 90 fucking pounds. And everyone talks about killing themselves. It's become a fad nowadays, it seems. "Omg, if you don't lyke, come 2 the movie tonight I'll lyke, totally kill myself."
Fucking bastards, you're all going to burn in hell anyway. On the note of burning in hell, I hope all the little whores in the grade below us, in our grade, and the grade above us die. They all suck ass. Walk around like prissy little fuck bags with all their seven pounds of make-up on. Like they're all cute and every single guy wants to fuck them. On that note, guys are assholes. It's like they have split personalities, they'll be perfectly nice to you when you're by yourselves with them, but if you're around /anyone/ at all, their retarded and just have to laugh at you.
Anyway, that's enough of me to go around for...however long it takes me to post again. Meh.
Sarah [/rant]