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i just don't no i mean really i don't no anything. i just don't seam to get it whatever it is better yet i don't understand any of it. I don't understand my life at all. i just feel like i am fucking everything up, even if i am not it feels that way. I am out of my mind i have a good life i just don't have any say over it. i do have good things in my life i just hope they last and i no if they don't it will hurt. it is not right me saying that i don' let things hurt. i want school to start just to keep my mind busy that long brakes at work give me time to think and i am not sure that is could for me lol. whatever it will work or what not.