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i want to give you all i have to give. i want to show you what i'm made of. I want you to see me for all that i am. if i only had an opportunity to. Am i worth it or am i not? Would you even know? You claim you want me and that you really care, but if i was in need, would you be there? You never have time even though you say i'm always on your mind. When we're together i try to savor every moment. When you leave me so abbruptly i just stand there for a moment in despair. I feel like this is a joke always causing me more pain than you think. Why does this happen so often? The rest of the day i always talk a little slower....laugh a little lower....
ps-someone else- dont judge if its fucked up or not, if you dont know the circumstances.